New Moon in Gemini: Communicating our Authentic Voice
Moon conjunct Sun @ 2:44pm
CDT, 5-25-17
The Strong Sun Moon phase
begins with our two luminaries meeting in Gemini…the sign of the Networker who
communicates the connections of the human mind. The weather is warming and the world is becoming increasingly
more active in the warmth of the Strong Sun. The information exchange between all of Earth’s creatures is
growing to its peak during this phase as we approach Midsummer. For us humans, this New Moon focuses on
the power of our words, which hold vibrations that can either heal or
harm.
This new cycle begins in the
5th degree of Gemini, illuminating the symbol of “A Radical
Magazine”. In my life, this symbol
seems appropriate. This VOICE blog
can be considered symbolically as ‘a radical magazine’ of sorts. You certainly don’t see these kinds of
topics discussed in your local newspaper.
If you know anything about Arabic Parts, the 5th degree of
Gemini is also my ‘Part of Life’.
This New Moon is incredibly significant to me as it activates a Mutable
Grand Cross aspect pattern in my natal chart. My Psyche (asteroid of the soul-mind connection) is in the 5th
degree of Virgo, weaving the web of my Storyteller within. My Uranus Retrograde (the Great
Awakener) is in the 5th degree of Sagittarius, inspiring insight and
exploration into the foundations of my beliefs through the Liberator
within. And My Venus (Divine
Feminine planet of Love and Values) is in the 6th degree of Pisces,
activating that ‘Venusian Octave’ that inspires my gifts to shine out to others
through the Poet/Lover within.
Something has certainly been
building in me up to this point, as you can see from the increase in my writing
this spring, as well as the content.
For others, the need to communicate authentically may find another
outlet. When asked about how to
align with our authentic selves, I acknowledge the inner child of each
person. Some are wounded or
abandoned children, and need remembering, healing, and re-integration before
the answer can fully reveal itself to them. Some are eternal children (think, Peter Pan), Divine
children, magical children, or nature children like myself. To them, I ask, “What did you know to be
true about yourself when you were a child?” For me, the question strongly resonates with my 8 year old
self, who knew I was meant to be a writer. Do you remember your child self? Your inner child holds the key to unlocking your highest
potential on this planet.
Paradoxically, your child self was focused on play…but that play holds
the wisdom of your sacred work as an adult. What did you do for fun before you even understood the
concept of work? What brought joy
into your heart as a child? For
me, it was my connection with animals and nature, my explorations with friends
and family, and my creativity that set pencil to paper to record each
inspiration that came to me.
As adults, we forget a lot
of the wisdom we once knew…though we see ourselves as much wiser in many
ways. Yes, we have more
information and our brains are more fully formed to grasp more complex concepts
now…but we also tend to cloud over our inherent, child-like clarity with the
illusions of adulthood. This New
Moon means to reconnect us with the essence of truth. Forces within the collective have been testing us through
the confusion of what is real and what is fake.
“I’m a young soul, I came to
this strange world hoping I could learn a bit ‘bout what is true and fake. But why all this hate? Try to communicate, finding trust and
love is not always easy to make.” -Yael
Naim, lyrics from ‘New Soul’
Frustrating as such a world
can be, it is all part of the process of developing our personal sovereignty
and remembering what is true for us.
We must keep in mind, and in heart, that what is true for us may not be
the same truth for others. What I
see as a tree, a squirrel may see as a home. All things are seen from the relative position of your mind
and what you think you see. You
may see a situation as a problem and a friend may think that it’s a challenge
and see the solution. Of course,
everyone is relatively right…because what you think you see, you do see. However, there are better ways than
going about seeing the world through the lens of what we think we already know
to be true. Saturn Retrograde in
Sagittarius right now challenges us to build our beliefs on sturdier
foundations than we have in the past and explore the structural integrity of
what is currently defined as truth in our ever-evolving world.
Which brings me to the next
section of this New Moon exploration:
the Transits. Multiple
transits have been happening in the cosmos leading up to this New Moon and some
will endure after it in order to integrate what seeds are planted now. We have been receiving messages,
signals, and gifts (perhaps even warnings?) that direct (or re-direct) us to a
new life unfolding. New
connections may come as surprising linkages onto new pathways. You may have become aware of this
happening more and more throughout this Spring. “You ain’t seen
nothin’ yet” seems to be a prevailing mantra of astrologers about this
year. Things are lining up for
initiation after initiation in 2017…preparing us for what we’ll face
later. So the cycles of this
initiation are important to recognize.
They are all, in different lights, focused upon self-change…addressing
our need to integrate unconscious motive with conscious intent.
One of the most significant
cycles this Spring has been that of Venus. I am rather guided by her influence, so most of you have
already been reading about her a lot lately. A week ago, though, she came out of her retrograde shadow…then
exacted an opposition with with Jupiter Retrograde on the 19th. Since then, she has been building to a
conjunction with Pallas Athena (asteroid of the Warrioress of Wisdom)…creating
a powerful, double dose of Aries Warrioress energy from which to draw strength
and courage. On Monday, the 22nd,
the Moon in Aries passed by both of them, activating their shared message of
feminine power. Tomorrow (the 26th),
Venus and Pallas Athena will exact their conjunction in the 20th
degree of Aries…uniting in their cause of bringing love and wisdom together to
protect the cosmic order. The
symbol of this degree is “a young girl feeding birds in winter”…bringing back a
previous message from the full moon on April 11th. What I wrote from that very similar
energy then was “This is an exchange of Ayni (the symbiotic balance of give
and receive in right relationship).
It comes from a place of pure feeling…of innocence connecting at the
spirit level between beings. Life
force is replenished to the birds…and delight fills the child who interacts
with them. Each is giving and
receiving love and gratitude as they come in harmony with each other.”
Another significant cycle, mentioned last month in this blog, is
that the lunar nodes have shifted to the Leo-Aquarius axis. In that shift, The North Node in Leo
has formed a harmonious aspect pattern with Uranus in Aries and Saturn
Retrograde in Sagittarius. This
configuration is called a Grand Fire Trine…activating the last degrees of each
fire sign. It signals a creative
flow of energy holding space for the transformations of this time. Though the fire signs are very active
energies, the harmony of the trine is without struggle. So it presents an opportunity to tap
into…but not the push and pull we’ve grown accustomed to feeling in forcing
necessary change to happen. This
energy is more like ‘you will, or you won’t…whatever’…but if you do manage to
find your way to tapping in…the benefits are such blissful blessings. The harmonious exchange involves the
flashes of genius and pioneering energy of Uranus in Aries, the inner
restructuring of beliefs and quest for the foundations of truth of Saturn Retrograde
in Sagittarius, and the North Node in Leo’s soul urge to step out of your
comfort zone and embody the confident, compassionate leader you truly are. This is gregarious energy, and often
requires us to engage with others authentically through the heart…rather than
hiding within our heads (as is the comfort zone of the South Node in
Aquarius). For more about this
nodal shift, and how to make the best of it for the next 18 months, see ‘The Dragon’s Flight into the Leo-Aquarius axis’ from last month.
The final cycle I want to mention as it was significant in the
lead up to this New Moon is the Sun’s conjunction with the Pleiades this
Saturday (the 20th).
During this Pleiadian Alignment, information from ‘the Seven Sisters’
was flooding through our Consciousness (Sun) and being downloaded rapidly that
weekend into the minds of their starseeds on Earth. Each of us was receiving what information was most
significant to our role on this planet…in as much or as little as we could
personally handle. It was on that
same day that Mercury was released from the shadow of its previous
retrograde…so the collective mind was moving full-speed ahead with the new
information. Two days later (the
24th) was a significant day in the Mayan calendar…regarded as the
beginning of a sustained effort to create resonance on a larger, collective
scale with unity consciousness (generated by ‘the Ninth Wave’). The Mayans were very connected with the
Pleiades…so, confusing as that last sentence may be to many readers…the
significance of this activation right after the integration of the Pleiadian
Alignment is still worth mentioning.
In all these shifts and cycles, downloads and initiations…the
impetus to share the information we’ve been acquiring is strong. This brings our attention, during this
lunation, to the throat chakra…the portal through which we communicate our
truths and experiences to others.
Two months ago, I received the 7 archetypes into my chakras
through the Harmony Rite of the Munay-Ki.
Each new and full moon since, I have been integrating them one at a time,
from root to crown. The first four
chakra archetypes integrated previously were animals. The next three are guardians (sometimes referred to as
‘archangels’ by the mixing of the indigenous spirituality with the
Christianized religion that South America has adopted since the Spanish
Invasion). The upper chakras
relate to the three realms of the lower world (throat), middle world (brow),
and upper world (crown). Focusing
now on the archetype of my throat chakra…I have written about Huascar
Inka: Guardian of the Lower World,
Keeper of the Medicine Teachings, and Shadow Warrior.
Huascar the Healer
As I approached the mouth of
the cave, I shrouded myself in the Star Cloak that Huascar gifted me when we
first met. In the daylight of
consciousness, it was the green cloak with golden stars that my late friend,
Bill, gifted me posthumously. But
as I went deeper into the cave, the cloak transformed into the black of a
moonless night with brightly shining stars. The starlight guided me to the cavernous throat of my Lower
World journey.
It was here that I was to
meet my guide, Huascar Inka.
Instead, I was greeted by a large snake, hissing and dancing. She stuck out her tongue, her eyes
glazed over, then her snake skin split down the center to reveal Kali in her
well-known form. Dancing out of
her snake skin, she gazed right through me. Then her throat split open to reveal a Monarch Butterfly. Kali placed one of her many hands under
her throat and the butterfly perched on her forefinger. Then she extended that finger to point
directly at the center of my chest.
When I approached her, I could see the lifeblood pumping into the
Monarch’s wings to strengthen them for first flight. Kali’s finger touched my chest and a large green and pink
zinnia flower bloomed from my heart center. The Monarch stepped onto the zinnia and took her first deep
drink of nectar as her wings came into full strength. Then Kali disappeared and the butterfly took flight, circling
me three times before transforming into a man who stood before me. He was an ancient Incan Medicine
Man.
“You’re Huascar. But you’ve been Hermes Trismegistus
before. And now Kali as well. And Monarch Butterfly?”
“You have changed as
well. Your inner fire shines
brightly.”
“This was the transformation
you showed me two months ago, I guess?”
“Indeed. You have become the Phoenix.”
“This is powerful
medicine. My soul has been urging
me to share it with others…so that they, too, can be inspired to transform
their lives.”
“This dark moon is another
initiation. This is the time to
dive deep and explore the foundations of life. As Mama Killa begins to reveal her waxing crescent,
opportunities will arise to shine for others in a new light. In the last dark moon, you experienced
the inexhaustible wellspring of the Divine in your nature. In this phase, you must remember to
first draw from the well to nourish and give to yourself. Then there will be more than enough to
nourish others. Much as you
already know this, you often forget this.
You will be tested each time you disregard your own needs for the needs
of others. Remember this sacred
knowledge, though, and your energy will flow harmoniously.”
“Thank you for your wisdom,
Medicine Keeper.”
And just as I expressed my
gratitude, Huascar shapeshifted back into the Monarch Butterfly, became
luminous energy, and flew into my throat chakra through an opening at the base
of my throat. I placed my left
hand over my throat to reseal it, and my right hand over the flower at my chest
to reintegrate it into my heart center.
I walked back to the mouth of the cave…feeling the vibrational shift of
a deep healing happening within my throat that I wasn’t even fully aware was
needed before.
For more information on the
5th gate of Communication, where we reclaim the healthy, authentic
communication of our true self, check out 5th Chakra: Healing the Voice.