Monday, October 29, 2012

Full Moon in Taurus: Awakening to the Depths of Truth

"The creative future descends first to that which becomes chaos."  -Dane Rudhyar

Leading up to this Full Moon, we had an astrologically eventful Sunday.  For many, the discordant energies likely overshadowed the harmonious ones.  The Sun, in a 150-degree inconjunct with Uranus, may have presented you with the paradox of having to adjust your visionary ideals to achieve your goals, or vice versa.  Venus was also in a discordant inconjunct aspect with Neptune, teaching us lessons of needing to look at life and love realistically.  Unrealistic expectations and high ideals in love tend to bring dissatisfaction, wasting energy on a vision of perfection that will amount to nothing.  Under this influence, you may also have found it difficult to make clear decisions...likely because you were more concerned with everyone liking you than actually making necessary adjustments.  The inconjunct aspect (also called a quincunx)...usually brings up issues that feel slightly off-kilter and under-the-surface irritating.  These energies are meant to push us toward growth.

But these weren't even the main astrological happenings of the day.  Mars in opposition with Jupiter (exact yesterday morning) likely brought about some major challenges for many of us.  There was likely some kind of competition, a tug-o-war of sorts, yesterday having to do with desires and ambitions being unchecked and too aggressive.  Whatever went haywire because a lack of temperance and moderation may have caused some sort of separation.  The main reaction this often brings up is one of having to silently consider (and likely regret) that you may have bitten off more than you could chew in some situation.

It would have been nice to have the focus be on Venus making her transition into Libra, one of the signs that she rules.  That, by itself can be a harmonious vibration to tap into...however, not when you are being faced with the discord the other aspects may have brought about.  However the harmonies play out, Venus in Libra (until November 21st) focuses our attention on relationships with others...and can be of help in trying to smooth over differences with loved ones and improve the quality of our partnerships.  Venus also made a 72 degree link with Juno (an inspirational  aspect between the Goddess of Love and the Goddess of Commitment)...so not everything was working against us yesterday.

So, this brings us to today...where many of these aspects from yesterday are still in effect but dissipating in intensity.  We have other things to consider now as well.

Just after 1:00am (CDT), Moon entered Taurus and Mercury entered Sagittarius.  Moon is exalted in Taurus, which means this energy is often beneficial or harmonious for our emotional comfort after a confusingly combative void-of-course Moon in Aries yesterday.  Mercury in Sagittarius brings a future-oriented optimism to mind, and gives us some freedom to explore expansive thoughts and ideas.  Of course, politicians enjoy getting away from the Scorpio Mercury's way of probing into the shadows to get to the truth, and into the broader 'big picture' discussions of Mercury moving into Sagittarius...where forward-thinking vision is the thing, though the details may be overlooked.  We'll get more into this when Mercury goes retrograde in Sagittarius on US election day (how fitting).

At 12:40pm (CDT) today, Mercury exacted a square with Neptune.  Miscommunications are likely, so be as clear as possible with what you mean to say.  Logic gets hazy under this transit.  Things may also irritate you in a very confusing way...so be careful not to snap about something that you can't really explain.  While our imagination is strong, our grip on reality may be weak...so avoid making major decisions or commitments.  Disorganization and deception may come into play this afternoon, as well as hypersensitivity and hurt feelings.  This is a fleeting aspect, as Mercury is quick to move on.  So...just be aware that tomorrow you may have to explain yourself about something you did or (more likely) said, when you can gather your thoughts a little better.  For now...let your creative and imaginative mind work with you, not against you.  Writing, painting, or playing music may be just what you need to work out those nebulous thoughts.

At 2:47pm (CDT), the Full Moon in Taurus will attempt to bring our energies back into balance...if we are open to it, of course.  Though, if we're still in combat mode, the tug-o-war continues.  Let's take a look into the specific imagery that this Full Moon alignment evokes.

During this time, Moon will be in the 7th degree of Taurus.  The Sabian Symbol for this degree is 'A woman of Samaria'.  The keyword for this degree is 'awakening' and the symbol alludes to the bible story of Jesus stopping in Samaria and meeting a woman at their ancestral well as she is retrieving water.  Back then, Jews and Samaritans did not get along...mostly because they disagreed on where and how to worship God.  Sound familiar to the 'which religion do you belong to and which church do you attend' judgments of today?  Well, Jesus's conversation with this woman put such petty separations into perspective.  Though she was an outcast among outcasts, Jesus revealed himself to her as the Messiah...awakening a sense of unconditional love and acceptance of all, not just the pious and devout followers of one way.  In essence, this woman was an empty vessel and ready to receive a vision of the future...one that expresses universal love over tribal law for all people who yearn to be liberated from limiting dogma.  Here, at this well, there was a meeting of the traditional past with the creative spirit pointing toward the future.  This meeting always takes place in the present...a time far more important for awakened action than what has passed and what is to come.  This woman was moved into a present revelation.  Here lies a test for any person who claims to know their Creator.  Is this the God of today, speaking the language of today, and meeting the challenges and needs of today?  Many waste their lives fighting the battles of yesterday...wanting to re-establish the revivals and movements of previous centuries.  In the US, as elections approach quickly, we seem to be faced with a similar thought...will we be moving backward or forward with our decisions of who we put in power?  And the lines of separation between this faulty two-party system are drawn as clear as the disdain between the Jews and Samaritans of this story.  Each thinks the other is a step backward in the wrong direction...while they can only see themselves as a step forward in the right direction.  None of that nonsense gets us anywhere if we're overlooking the present...what is right for us right now?  Alluding to this bible story is not to make our impending choices a religious matter...in fact, that's what has always limited us in the past.  But religious stories are meant to show a deeper meaning that calls upon us to question our moral values and how they effect the state of the world in our present time.  The moral of this story is that we are all one...and that clinging to the ways of the past does not help us to grow to our higher potential as human beings.
Now, to bring this symbolism to a more individual level, the Moon is calling us to embody the archetype of the Samaritan through understated, kind service to all...even those who are often avoided...with no expectation of gain or compensation, for the betterment of society.  We are meant to separate superficial spin and rationalization from the search and source of being genuine.  So today, keep your mind open and listen for something said that may reveal a deeper truth and perhaps put you in contact with the very source of your own concerns.  Search for honest and meaningful disclosure...not avoidance by lies or half-truths.  Deception is all around us...engrained into our lives by way of outdated customs, traditions, and programming.  You may find it difficult to uncover the truth.  Those who are lying may mask it well with confidence and a reasonable tone.  Just be sure you are not one of them upholding the lies...act with integrity and kindness and you will discover the path that is right for you.

Now, presenting the key to balance of this Full Moon opposition is the Sun in the 7th degree of Scorpio.  The Sabian Symbol for this degree is 'deep-sea divers'.  The keyword is 'involvement'.  Here we are meant to allow our inner light to guide us through the abyss.  In the depths, we can realize our true potential and raise awareness by experiencing the world that too many take for granted.  The depths of the sea in this symbol refer to plunging into the depths of our emotions and connecting with the truth that lies beneath.  Careful and thoughtful consideration of a matter can bring us to a point of choice today.  You may find that the high principles of the mind are deeply different than the life-giving truths of the heart.  If you are Christian, or at least know your bible, you may refer back to that story of Jesus and the Samaritan woman where he explains to her that the water she seeks in the well will always need to be refilled as she thirsts again, but the life-giving water of the Spirit will become a 'well of water...springing up to eternal life'.  In other words, the old ways are unsustainable...but the deepest truths of the heart and soul connect us to our higher selves...and we can learn to live without wasting our time and resources.  Now another key message in this symbol of the deep-sea divers is that we need a life-line on the surface.  If you need to plunge into the emotional depths, be sure that you are still connected to the reality of your natural environment so you don't get lost...or, figuratively, drown.  The key to your involvement is choosing the right course of action...so, stay connected and alert.  And have a happy full moon!

Love and Gratitude,
Felina

Tuesday, October 16, 2012

Welcome the Fall


Mother Nature shows us the most majestic ways of death.
There’s no flood of tears to blur the beauty of the release…
Only a graceful letting go of dried up dreams in warmer colors.
There’s no painful screams to drown out the presence of the Fall…
Only whispers of wind to carry life scuffling along with new meaning.

She watches us too…in all our stubborn refusal of becoming.
Are we as frustrating as we feel, or does She share a similar awe?
Perhaps, in our Mother’s eyes, we are goldening in a fiery display...
Giving birth to new life in the midst of our own dying Autumn.
We stand our ground in the cold that consumes us, warming what waits within.

We are aging together, side by side, like old friends.
She in her glory and we in our agony, reflections of each other.
We learn from each other our own catharsis, our own liberation,
And we let the old self go--in our own understanding of change…
Turning in season, we honor the harvest and welcome the Fall.

Monday, September 17, 2012

Square Two of the Fool's Tower: Manifesting Our Future



Square Two- Manifesting Our Future
9-18-2012 (Uranus Square Pluto in the 7th Degree of Aries and Capricorn) @ 5:34 pm

Uranus and Pluto are two of the three Generational Outer Planets that allude to the collective experience of our global community.  These planets take much longer to move through our solar system, and so their energies have an enduring effect when triggered by alignment.  Though I am writing this series as they approach each exact square alignment, the powerful effects can be felt months before and after (as they gradually approach and recede from the alignment).

Uranus in the 7th Degree of Aries

The Sabian Symbol for the 7th degree of Aries is ‘a man comes forward, flushed with the successful and simultaneous expression of himself in two separate realms.’  Here we see Uranus acting as the Shaman, who is adept at traveling between both ordinary and non-ordinary reality.  The ability to shape-shift between states of consciousness helps us to positively influence change in both the physical and spiritual realms.  Just as in the first square in June, Uranus in Aries highlights an out-of-the-box way of focusing potentials into reality.  I had previously mentioned that Uranus in Aries shows a pioneering connection between quantum physics and metaphysics…where we are learning to embrace both and understand it wholly as Quantum Metaphysics.  Just as the fields of Astrology and Astronomy are limited when separated, we become limited in our understanding of how the universe works when we only observe in one realm.  Quantum exploration is leading us closer and closer to understanding how a person can be in two realms at once while journeying in a shamanic state of consciousness, or astral travel through dreams. 
On a personal level, this degree suggests that the ‘change we wish to see in the world’ can be achieved by taking it to a spiritual level to find the root of what we are dealing with on the physical level.  Each of us has our own part in influencing this transformation, but whatever it is that is being brought into your awareness at this time…a healing is taking place to prepare us for the best expression of our future.  Some will be inclined to fight against it…that is the shadow nature of the square energy.  But the positive nature of the square gives rise to taking an active role in making things happen.

Pluto in the 7th Degree of Capricorn

The Sabian Symbol for the 7th degree of Capricorn is ‘A highly sophisticated magic ritual is displayed with the central figure as a heavily veiled prophet of power.’  Here we see Pluto acting as the Guide.  In the tarot, The High Priestess acts as a guide beyond the veil of mystery and through to the spiritual realm.  The spiritual significance of a veil is one that is often misunderstood in our society.  Many see a veil as an indicator that whatever is being covered needs to be hidden or protected from outside influences.  However, the opposite is true…a veil is meant to protect the outside world from the power behind it.  The same is true for women (and sometimes men) who wear a veil because of their spiritual belief, though we have come to see it as a means to control or limit their power to express themselves openly.  But that power is there within and beyond the veil whether it is shrouded or not.  It does not diminish, it only becomes more concentrated.  Symbolically, Pluto has also been veiled with its recent 'demotion', but in the misunderstood way that our society currently upholds.  Pluto has influenced a lot of havoc since its discovery in 1930...when mobs, gangsters, and criminals were in the spotlight.  But if we take the spotlight off of the shadow of society, put a veil over it to hide it from the public eye, does it diminish its potency or does it only get stronger in secrecy?  Many of us seek transparency, and wish to 'lift the veil'  from the shadow organizations that are currently pulling the strings on our planet...whether it be the banksters, the corporations, or other powerful criminals that are getting away with mass-destructive and shady deals from behind-the-scenes.  So how can we unveil this mystery before it causes even more damage to our earth?  Again, we take it to the spiritual level and use our own hidden power to repair the damage.  The Shaman/Guide is a powerful healer archetype, stalking the shadows in search of the fragments of our collective soul that have been lost over time.  Soul loss is not only a cause of many problems for individuals, but also for our society as a whole.  Pluto guides us toward recognizing our shadows and welcoming back what we've lost or what has been taken from us.
In the Fool’s Journey through the major arcana of the tarot, the High Priestess introduces the Fool to the veil between worlds…where one can peer through to understand deeper, esoteric wisdom.  Secrets are revealed under this influence, and considered in silent reflection.  Self-knowledge as well as instinctual and supernatural knowledge are coming into awareness at this time so that we are better prepared to understand the influx of symbolic information that only continues to accelerate our group awakening and transformation.  This image evokes a balance of shadow and illumination, and relying upon your own personal power by listening to your inner voice.  At this stage of the six squares, we find ourselves on the threshold of gnosis…and if we are ready to experience the power beyond our usually limited view, our spirit guides are there to illuminate the unknown.

Love and Gratitude,
Felina Lune Kavi

P.S.  If you haven’t read the information I posted in June about the first of these squares as well as the general information about what these alignments mean, please check out this article.  Here you will find the overview of the squares and their relation to the Fool’s Tower of the tarot.

Sunday, September 02, 2012

The Dragon’s Flight Into the Scorpio-Taurus Axis


At the end of August, the Moon’s nodes shifted from our last lessons of the Sagittarius/Gemini plane to the lessons of Scorpio/Taurus (from August 29th, 2012 until February 18th, 2014). The Lunar nodes, in scientific terms, are the points where the orbit of the Moon crosses the ecliptic. The astrological implications of the lunar nodes are about karmic lessons, and the necessary balance between what we’ve already learned and no longer need to focus on (The Dragon's Tail:  South Node in Taurus) and what we must learn now, however uncomfortable and uncharted the territory, for the growth of our souls (The Dragon's Head:  North Node in Scorpio).
Each of us has our own natal nodes and lessons, which tend to answer the age-old questions, ‘Why am I here?’ and ‘What is my soul’s purpose?’ For example, I (and those around the same age as me) have the lessons of North Node in Cancer and South Node in Capricorn…our soul’s growth comes from spiritual nurturance and caretaking, learning the value of emotional fulfillment as we move away from our engrained urges to acquire fame, recognition, and materialistic pursuits.
But the positions the Nodes are in at the present moment affect the collective soul’s growth of our entire global community…so while we are each having our own soul’s intentions directing us one way, those lessons are also being influenced on a global scale by the current position of the Nodes.
And it’s that shift that I’m talking about now…the one we’re all feeling. Now that the South Node is in Taurus, we’re being introduced to the lesson of comfort-seeking habits and stubborn refusal to change. We’re currently so complacent in indulging our pleasures and inflexible in our behavior patterns that we end up gripping too tightly to what we have always done rather than examining our motives in depth and employing solutions that could improve our situations. The North Node in Scorpio directs our paths toward healing on the deepest level, finding the strength to overcome our fears and dive into the unknown in order to bring our hidden power to the surface. Over-indulging becomes problematic during this time because we measure our self-worth by what we have and don’t have…and we may be tempted by the momentary gratification of buying and consuming what ever is most convenient or habitual. Our powers of deep discernment need to be cultivated now instead of covering up the truths confronting us under layers of superficial embellishments, or accepting things at face-value just because it’s easier than investigating for ourselves.
This axis can be very intense, making it difficult to make the changes you really want to make in our lives and the world in which we live. In-depth analysis of every situation instead of focusing only on what’s being presented on the surface is where we move past the old ways of thinking and come into our collective ability to discover the truth that will set us free from limiting or destructive patterns. One of the things you’ll see during this transit is a greater tendency to be a ‘stick in the mud’, bullishly digging our heels and halting all progress without concern for how it effects the productivity and well being of everyone else. Our politicians are already skilled in this, yet now is the time they will be faced with its negative implications as more and more people will examine their true motives and learn how to take back their power of choice and demand the collective focus to be on the most important changes that need to happen rather than the pretentious ‘problems’ that are meant to distract us from achieving our goals. This is the time we learn the lesson that power is not where it has always appeared to be, it’s been patiently hanging back in the shadows of our collective psyche waiting for the right time to make a bold move…and if we’re wasting our time on old ways of plodding along uncompromisingly, we’re only being ignorant of what’s really happening around us…and confronting our fears of change is the first step toward manifesting the best possible outcome in our world and in ourselves.
There will be a lot of intense emotional upheavals and shadows coming to the surface during this time, as well as volatile arguments that only further separate us from the compromise we desire to achieve. Those who use money as power are becoming more aware of how truly dependent upon the people they really are and that the people are slowly awakening to taking back control of their own power to change the status quo.  Fear will be increasingly sniffed out as a motive for the controlling attempts of the ‘elite’, and discarded and replaced by the brave new world emerging during this transit.
To see in what areas of life this shift affects you personally, look to the houses in your natal chart where Scorpio and Taurus begin. The last time the nodes were in this axis was between February 2nd, 1994 and July 31st, 1995. Try to remember what was going on in your life at that time to get an idea of what is to come now, after maturing since then. Astrology follows patterns, and recognizing those patterns can help you to work with the energies when they come around again.
Here are some ideas on how to make the best of this ingress: Break bad habits and replace them with empowering activities.  Rediscover your self-worth through what’s inside rather than outside.  Confront and release your fears.  Transform your life into something truly meaningful.  Scale down the stuff in your life that impedes your progress.  Uncover your hidden power.  Investigate.  Seek the truth in all matters.  Explore the depths of your psyche.  Allow yourself to feel without stifling or ignoring your emotions.  Learn to trust your intuition.  Regenerate after crises instead of getting stuck in a rut.  Integrate your shadows in a positive light.  Call out the lies surrounding you.  Solve a mystery.  Explore your passions.  Take a deeper look into the spiritual realm.  Use your emotional understanding for self-healing and helping others.  Learn to share your abundance with others.  Understand that death is not an end, it’s a transformation. 
Love and Gratitude,
Felina Lune Kavi


P.S.  Click here to read about the last lunar node lessons in Sagittarius-Gemini.

Tuesday, July 31, 2012

The Full Corn Moon of Lughnasadh 2012: The Cradle of Bliss


Lughnasadh (pronounced LOO-nuh-suh) is the first of three harvest holidays on the pagan wheel of the year.  It is sometimes called Lammas, Loaf Mass, or Witches’ Thanksgiving.  Every year, on the first of August (or around August 7th, if you follow the astrological cross-quarters as a time keeper), we celebrate the abundance of what we have planted in the Spring.  Many varieties of garden foods, especially corn and grain, are ready to eat now and we give thanks for the ability to grow our own food to feed our families.  There is much history to this holiday, and if you are interested you can look it up.  But that’s not what I’ll be writing about here.

            It is a very special occurrence when a full moon falls on a holiday.  This year, the Full Corn Moon (10:28pm CDT on Wednesday night) is appropriately matched with Lughnasadh.  This Full Moon is in Aquarius, while the Sun is in its home sign of Leo.  Fire and Air energy abound at this time, bringing a balance of inventive intelligence and creative production.  This is a good time to give and receive love and gratitude for the abundant blessings in our lives.  Everything in our lives is a result of the thought seeds we’ve previously planted…and now is the time to shuck the husks from the corn or separate the wheat from the chaff, literally and figuratively.  What are our priorities now?  What is the sustenance that truly nourishes us?  The arguments of ego and battles of will that we often find ourselves in at this time of year, when the air is heavy with heat and our patience wears thin?  Or the love that surrounds us, supports us, and celebrates with us, inspiring more thoughtful action and more successful productivity?  Well, of course you know the answer.  You wouldn’t be reading this otherwise. 

            Let’s take a closer look at the Sun’s position in our zodiac at the time of the Full Moon to describe this energy more specifically.  During this full moon, the Sun will be in the 11th degree of Leo.  The Sabian Symbol for this degree is ‘Children on a swing in a huge oak tree’.  We’re not children anymore…and the adult stresses of life often bring us down.  But children are wonderful teachers and they can help us renew our enjoyment of pleasure and fun.  This is a time to relax, reconnect with nature, and enjoy some carefree play.  Create some time to enjoy the simple pleasures of life…the keyword for this degree is ‘Delight’. 

            The Full Corn Moon is in the opposite area of the zodiac, at 11 degrees of Aquarius.  The Sabian Symbol for this degree is ‘a man head-to-head with his inspiration’.  This is a meeting of the minds, whether with other individuals or within yourself (consciousness and super-consciousness).  This refers to the connection between you and a higher source of knowing.  This connection creates an intuitive flow in your communications with others as well as a heightening of your own sixth sense.  Extraordinary insights can come so effortlessly under this vibration that it feels natural.  The keyword for this degree is ‘Ecstasy’.

            Another notable occurrence during this full moon is that the two luminaries form an aspect pattern called a ‘cradle’ with trines and sextiles to Uranus and Jupiter.  At the time of the full moon, we have the Moon in the 11th house of friends (representing the value of humanity) and the Sun in the 5th house of creative expression (representing the value of the creative spirit).  At the base of the cradle, we have Uranus in the 1st house of self (representing actions of self-expression) in a sextile with Jupiter in the 3rd house of communication (representing integration of thoughts and feelings).  All 4 of these areas of life are activated by this aspect pattern on the night of the Full Corn Moon.  But since the Moon moves swiftly, the cradle is only comfortable for a few hours before the wind blows and the bough breaks.  Not to worry, there are a couple of squares from Pluto and Chiron to pull us back into action…Pluto in Capricorn in the 10th house of highest potential and Chrion in Pisces in the 12th house of collective unconscious.  One represents the need to recognize tangible manifestations of our identity and the other represents the need to integrate compassion and spirit.  In other words, enjoy your full moon with friends or family with an easy flow on the mental plane…and then build upon those good feelings with action and integration of both the material and spiritual planes.

            This is a very beneficial Full Moon.  There are some harsh aspects surrounding it, but they are almost necessary to activate the blessings of this time.  For the most part, we are ‘cradled’ within many positive opportunities and good potentials.  If we act upon the innovative inspirations this time has to offer, we are likely to make some great strides and much-needed changes along the path to our highest potential.  In our individual lives, we may finally find the motivation we need to get our lives back on track with our goals.  Collectively, we may find many inventive solutions to the problems we have been facing for too long.  At least, that is the hope.  Watch for the good that comes from this Full Moon, and activate it!

Love and Gratitude,
Felina Lune Kavi

Wednesday, July 04, 2012

Holarchy of the Human Mind


The reptile within
Only wants our survival,
An ancient desire
And an important one…
But not the only.
We breathe and feed
Thanks to the single-mindedness
Of these ancestors…
But we exist beyond.

The mammal within
Expands survival into nurturance.
Safety and shelter,
Familial bonds,
Beliefs and emotions.
We gather and feel
Thanks to the emotional drive
Along the limbic edge of reason…
But we exist beyond.

The human within
Builds upon these instincts
With language and art,
With science and reason,
Advancing with foresight.
We understand and create
Thanks to the cognitive skills
That make us unique beings…
But we exist beyond.

The spirit within
Is interconnected to all,
Receiving input from instinct
And inspiration from insight.
Overseeing all functions of the whole.
We perceive beyond what we know
Thanks to the orchestration
Of the higher mind…
And we exist in everything.

Saturday, June 23, 2012

Square One of the Fool's Tower- Attunement to the Visionary Archetype


The Fool's Tower:  Seven Cardinal Squares of Uranus and Pluto (2012-2015)

You may not remember the Cardinal Crosses of the past two years, unless you are chronicling the cosmic energies as I am, but you can probably recall the stress, the activation and reactions, the shifts in global identity, and the drastic changes in our individual lives that were initiated in 2010 and reoccurred throughout last year at different intervals.  These tumultuous changes below coincide with the cosmic dance of Uranus and Pluto above.  What we went through in the past two years was only a precursor to the energy that is shifting our consciousness now.  Beginning June 23rd of this year, Uranus and Pluto exact their first square (90 degree aspect of action or stress) of a series of seven that we’ll experience throughout the next few years (the next is in September of this year).

Square One- Attunement to the Visionary Archetype
6-23-2012 (Uranus Square Pluto in the 9th Degree of Aries and Capricorn) @ 11:52pm

Uranus and Pluto are two of the three Generational Outer Planets that allude to the collective experience of our global community.  These planets take much longer to move through our solar system, and so their energies have an enduring effect when triggered by alignment.  Though I am writing this series as they approach each exact square alignment, the powerful effects can be felt months before and after (as they gradually approach and recede from the alignment).

Uranus in the 9th Degree of Aries

Uranus is the planet of Group Awakening; the Innovator of the Cosmos.  This planet, which rotates sideways on its axis, carries the energies of eccentricity, oddities, surprises, spontaneity and rebellion. 

In Aries, Uranus is the innovative pioneer of new technologies and ways of thinking.  Aries is the Mars-ruled sign of the leader:  confident, initiating, direct, bold, impulsive, and active.  This combination suggests that our collective mind is focused on putting inventive thought into action, which shows that we are now awakened into the Age of Aquarius and no longer adhering to the dream of the passing Age of Pisces.  The Age of Aquarius (ruled by forward-thinking Uranus) suggests the novel ideas of right human relations, humanitarianism, and the unification of group consciousness.  The separations and dualities of the past are falling away to make way for the idea of One Earth illuminated with equality.

The Sabian Symbol for the 9th degree of Aries is ‘a crystal gazer’.  Here we see Uranus acting as the Visionary…’a seer of truth, a light to illuminate, to move in unison with society and not just assimilate’ (an excerpt from my 2005 poem, ‘Voice’).  Imagine the ingenious power of a brilliant quantum physicist tapping into the spiritual realm of the Mystic and gaining extraordinary insight on all levels of consciousness…and focusing potentials into reality.  Decades ago, it would be more difficult to imagine the symbiotic relationship of science and spirituality working in tandem as they once did long before our time, but it is hardly a far-fetched idea today.  Now we have this very thing becoming more and more prevalent.  It’s about time too, since the separation of the two has proven very limiting in both fields of study.  The point, though, is that it’s no longer just being studied…the focus of potentials into reality is being acted upon as we have grown to understand and utilize the laws of attraction.  We live now with the awareness that it’s no longer good enough to just dream about the life we want to live…we wake up from that dream and we take an active role in initiating our visions through focused manifestation. 


Pluto in the 9th Degree of Capricorn

Pluto is the planet of Group Alteration; the Transformer of the Cosmos.  This planet, which lurks on the outskirts of our solar system and has even been considered ‘demoted’ by some, carries the energies of hidden power, drastic change, suppressed shadows, destruction and regeneration.

In Capricorn, Pluto is the powerful authority of traditional structures and ambitious, accumulative success.  Capricorn is the Saturn-ruled sign of the executive:  serious, successful, responsible, mature, authoritative, and conservative.  This combination suggests that the transformation of our collective experience is shaking up our traditional ways of building upon old structures, and shifting away from the misuse of power by the few that currently wield it and into the hands of those who should actually have the responsibility of restructuring our planet, which is everyone… together as one regenerative organism. 

The Sabian Symbol for the 9th degree of Capricorn is ‘An angel playing a harp’.
Here we see Pluto acting as the Angel of Harmony…‘When we finally outgrow turning friends into foes, and we show that we know how to go with the flow…
We are one, we are everything, help us sing in Harmony’ (an excerpt from my 2012 poem, ‘Harmony Happens’).  Imagine the transformative power of a divine messenger tuning the strings of a harp into divine accordance.  It is musical alchemy, attuning any instrument (in our case, Earth herself) to divine harmony.  If the tension (representing the square energy) is too tight and high strung, it becomes stretched (resulting in discordance) or breaks (resulting in fashioning a new cord to restring it).  If the tension loosens and becomes slack, it becomes dull (again resulting in discordance).  It is a small window of opportunity where Harmony shines through, and Pluto is working diligently to get us there.  Are our symbolic strings connecting our earthly existence to the Divine still able to make beautiful music?  Or are they being discarded and replaced with new ones during these 6 squares of Uranus and Pluto?  There is now, and for the next few years, a drive to arrive successfully (Pluto in Capricorn) at a peaceful resolution, as harmony is the relationship of tensions in agreement.

The Fool’s Tower


~Fool’s Tower~

by Felina Lune Kavi

Freed from old burdens,
bindings break down.
False ideas and bad patterns fall,
bricks and all, to the ground.

What was this prison I built tall and stately?
Who was I then, and who am I lately?
Ruins of humans where nature once grew…
Learn from the past and create something new.

There is no need to get self-righteous about how we have individually helped redefine our roles as humans on this planet.  And there is no need to get disheartened by how little we’ve actually accomplished on our own paths either.  We are all, together, approaching the Fool’s Tower in our collective journey now, no matter what level we’re on in our individual paths to enlightenment.  We, as a human race, are the Fool…not so much foolish as in making careless mistakes (though there have been many of those cluttering the trail we’ve been progressively blazing), but foolish in the choice of our own adventures and infinite possibilities.  We all begin with everything we need to become anything we want, but our wide-eyed wonderment sometimes doesn’t allow us to look at the ground that guides us along the path…and we often fall.  This has been a child-like state that our human race has been in thus far (regardless of all of our years and accomplishments, we are still just a blip in cosmic time as far as the existence of our planet goes).  In this state, we are not only naïve but also tend to get overly optimistic.  Bigger, better, faster, stronger is not always the wisest solution to progress. 

So now we have collectively come to the Tower that we, as Fools, constructed upon our path…where we have previously seen no need to move beyond.  It is a structure that humankind has made with our own mental ingenuity and physical effort, back when our focus was to make a mark on our world and prove our dominion over all of life.  Within this tower, arrogant humans still live…convinced of their rightness…but many of us have come out of this tower to look at it from the ground, convinced it will soon crumble and fall.  Some of us still feel the dedication to uphold this tower, and re-enter it day after day to keep working within it or on it.  Some of us have chosen to drop out of this system, camp on the ground below, and demonstrate how it has failed us and how we need to rebuild from ground zero in order to make progress along our path as human beings. 

This Fool’s Tower represents our race as alone, singular, and superior…but we are not.  This realization is like a bolt of lightning slashing down from the heavens upon these old structures, outdated institutions, false beliefs, social conventions and traditions that have failed us for lack of insight into the discordance they would cause our world. 

And, by divine intervention, the Tower is struck down to ruins with only rocks and rubble remaining.  Though many of us see it coming, we are still surprised, stunned, and shaken to the core…watching it all happen in fear and disbelief.  Seeing it crumbled before us, though, awakens a clarity of vision...our inner eyes have opened.  The lies of humanity are being destroyed and what remains are the foundations of truth.  Upon these foundations, we can rebuild ourselves in accordance with all of nature.  

Love and Gratitude,
Felina Lune Kavi

Sunday, June 03, 2012

Renaissance of the Sacred Marriage: The 2012 Venus Transit and the Celestial Celebrations of June

The Sacred Marriage, or the Hieros Gamos as it was called in Ancient Greece, is the sacred balance between the Divine Masculine and the Divine Feminine.  Within the polarity of these two energies, there exists a union that signifies the balance of all things.  Each living being carries the love and light of this Sacred Marriage within them, though ages of societal conditioning has mislead us to divorce the one into two, instead of harnessing the power of two into one and thus realizing our full potential.
Why is it that we have been afraid, and in many cases ignorant, of this full potential for so long?  True, it has been traditional in our lifetime to distinguish things into black and white, dark and light, female and male...many practices and social conventions have been passed down through the centuries and we have tended to learn those distinctions as laws.  It has been, in recent past, as if our human collective has been short-sighted in looking back through past precedents...not seeing beyond a certain point in history and then declaring 'this is how it has always been, this is how it should always be, and it is what defines us.'
But what of the time before the suppression of the Goddess?  Our earliest recorded history shows the Divine Feminine in a much more prominent role.  The feminine mysteries were once so sacred that it was not until people started to realize that women were not just miraculously giving birth to civilizations, but that the male seed gave them impetus to do so...thus the beginning of understanding the Sacred Masculine as well.  But what happened as time went on is that balance of power became difficult to attain when one had recognized the other was honored over them for so long.  Previously, our most violent reactions have often come from feelings of lack and recognition of injustice.  And so, over time, the masculine power began to usurp the feminine, rather than rule along side her.  This was done in no quiet way.  Time and time again, the sacred feminine was symbolically banished from our societies by physical abuse and mental degradation.  From the raping of the priestesses, to the destruction of sacred wells and other sites of feminine healing power, to the burning of wise women...all the way to our lifetime where a 'woman's place' has been continually designated as lower and of less importance in a myriad of ways.  Until these women stand firm, together, for their equal rights...as we have seen many times over in our recent history as well...the resurgence of the Sacred Feminine.
So we reach another choice point now as our powers are coming back into balance...do we punish the Sacred Masculine for their previous abuses toward us and take back control?  Or have we all finally learned a valuable lesson here where we can reenter and redefine this Sacred Marriage and agree upon balance?  I believe this upcoming transit of Venus occulting the Sun is urging us toward the latter suggestion.

Enough of the ancient history for now...let's just back it up to 8 years ago when we experienced our first Venus transit together.  Do you remember what your life was like in the spring and summer of 2004?  What would the history book of your own life look like as it recounted the events of that year?  Was there some kind of disconnection between yourself and your life then that awakened a search for truth and wisdom?  Had you, since that time, taken some great departure from what you once knew into unknown territory to discover yourself?  Have there been countless tests of your integrity, discernment, self-esteem, and will?  Have you been initiated into a completely new state of being and doing and knowing and come to a place of being able to share that with others?
It should follow, with all of our experience in 8 years from one Venus transit to the next, that we are a great deal wiser now.  We're certainly more aware than we've ever been, as a collective, of the relationship between ourselves and that collective.
Venus has much to do with relationships of all kinds, and Gemini has much to do with the communication it takes to create that bond between us and others.  Here and now we find ourselves in that light again, rethinking and reestablishing the foundations of every relationship through the many forms of communication we've tapped into along our journey.

Each Venus Transit brings an enlightenment of creative, scientific and communicative advances that upgrade the human race into new and accelerated ways of relating.  There was a Venus Transit when Magellan discovered the world was round instead of flat, which changed our world view and lessened a fear that had held many back from venturing out into the vastness to explore.  Copernicus also published his observations and calculations in 'De Revolutionibus' during that time period.  There was another pair of transits when the National Mail Service began, which enabled communication over long distances.  By the end of that transit, the first printing press was set up.  With faster communication, the global village had found its voice.  Between these transits in the 1630s, Galileo was forbidden to publish his scientific findings but his students quietly revolted by copying his work and bringing it to centers of learning in many different cities to be protected until the rise of science could spread.  In the next pair of transits, there was an effort by astronomers around the world to observe and share information on the distance between the Earth and the Sun, brought to light by the occultation of Venus on the face of our Sun.  This kind of cooperation had not been done by any group, scientific or not, on a global scale before.  Our 'sister planet' brought forth those efforts that began the 'world brain' as it has been called.  The French and German Enlightenment, along with the rise of many great artists, thinkers and philosophers, came during that time.  New political and social ideas brought about profound results that spread across the globe.  During the last transits of 1874 and 1882, we had the telephone and its patent two years later, as well as the incandescent lightbulb. Both were significant breakthroughs in our experience of communication and light. The explosion of information and industry really started.  New inventions and medical discoveries abound during this period.

But what breakthroughs in communication, cooperation, thinking, art and science have we discovered in our last 8 years?  Too many to recount here...but let's just touch on a few to get an idea of our Venusian advancement this go-around.  Many of us have a love-hate relationship with Facebook and other social networking inventions on the internet...but haven't such things brought us all closer and communicating our 'global brain' at an even more accelerated pace?  At a time when the old constructs of information exchange such as the newspaper and televised news seem too tightly controlled and restricted, leaving out too much of importance...we find those missing pieces on the internet and share them with others, spreading the information in a 'viral' way.  And what about the revolutions we've been experiencing across the globe?  They, too, have 'gone viral' as we now say when something catches and spreads through the awareness of our collective mind.  Here in the U.S., we have the Occupy movement to affirm that changes are imminent and not just elsewhere but world-wide.  As this movement has progressed, much like the previous revolutions of this time, the anger and resentment of lack and inequality is blossoming into a force of love and unity so formidable that no amount of scare tactics or aggression from a failed system can obstruct its boundlessness.  Have we learned balance and cooperation now as we advance into the Age of Aquarius?  It is evident that the majority of people on Earth have learned that peace, love, togetherness and equality is not just an ideal, but the new foundation of what we need to co-create for our future.  We are acting upon it now instead of accepting a pre-fabricated dream that has become a recurring nightmare...we are waking up and changing that dream.

Neptune, the Dream Master of the zodiac, is at a standstill now...inspiring all of us to focus on what we are dreaming into being.  It goes retrograde the evening before the Venus Transit (at 4:05pm CST on June 4th, to be exact).  The world we have now is based on what we have dreamed before.  To change the world, you have to change the dream.  And that's what we begin to see as Neptune travels backward...we reexamine that dream.
All things related to the Neptunian Archetype are coming into play as we approach our last Venus Transit.  Neptune is the higher octave expression of Venus...it describes transcendent love and takes it beyond the planes of ordinary existence and spreads it out into the universe.  Is this precursor to our 2012 Venus Transit one that suggests we are taking these advancements to a spiritual level?  I think so, and if you look at your own spiritual level compared to what it was before these transits...you'll probably see, too, that these new connections we're all experiencing have very spiritually unlimited undertones.  We can, more easily now, connect to Source and understand that we are part of something much bigger than ourselves.  Neptunian ideas of selfless service are not so difficult to grasp as our compassion for others has grown over the years.  I find it very appropriate that Neptune's energy is pervading the days before and after this final Venus Transit...since this is the very 'Venusian Octave' that inspired the work I've done with 'V.O.I.C.E' since the first transit.
Let's take a closer look at the degree of the zodiac upon which Neptune is concentrating our awareness.  The Sabian Symbol of the 4th degree of Pisces is 'Heavy traffic on a narrow isthmus that links seaside resorts'.  The keyword for this degree is 'convergence'.  This degree focuses on the coming together of people, emotions, plans and phenomena...focusing information and allowing life patterns and intuitive awareness to flow.  For me, this symbol describes what it is I've been doing all of these years with my VOICEprojects, writings, and services.  My intentions have always been to help others reach their goals...because I found that it is what I do best, providing others with help in a compassionate and spiritual way.  Previously, before the first transit, I held myself back from doing this because it didn't seem to be widely accepted particularly in the environments I found myself in as I was growing up.  But I couldn't ignore my own calling, the voice within was bigger than my own fears of failure and rejection.  And I couldn't believe in the disconnections anymore because my awareness was focused on the connections, instead.  I felt a 'convergence' was on the horizon...and I saw that I, just like everyone else, was to be a part of it.
And now that many of us have jumped right in and become a conscious part of what we are co-creating together...we see that we are far from alone in our efforts.  We see the 'heavy traffic' linking us all together in an inspired information exchange (I call it 'inspirmation', which makes my husband laugh).
Neptune going back through the first degrees of Pisces just before Venus unites with and occults the Sun is like an officiant to this Sacred Marriage of love and light...a blessing for the convergence and union between polarities.  But even before that shift, there is another balance between opposites that mirrors this idea of Sacred Marriage.

The Lunar Eclipse (6:03am) and Full Moon in Sagittarius (6:11am...also called the 'Strong Sun Moon') on June 4th is a very powerful alignment.  Full Moons are always powerful times to focus your intentions on what you truly want to create into reality, and eclipses make these times even more powerful by bringing us to important choice points in our lives.  But this eclipsed full moon has even greater implications as it is in the area of Sagittarius that The Great Attractor is in.  The Great Attractor is a gravitational anomaly that is only observable by its effect on the motion of galaxies such as our own and others around us.  It's a concentration of mass that is equivalent to tens of thousands of Milky Ways and its gravitational pull  is 'attracting' us toward it at a rate of a million miles per hour.  But don't worry, we won't have to worry about reaching it for a very long time.  The point is, this eclipsed full moon is like an open window to that energy of attraction...which makes for an acceleration of our intentions in these next few days.  Remember that 'like attracts like'...so even if you're hard-pressed to believe that kind words and positive thinking have an extraordinary effect on reality...perhaps you might want to at least give it a try for this and the next few days.  It really can't hurt...and I promise you it can heal.  Who knows, maybe you'll find that you like it and you'll continue it beyond just a few days.  How great would the world begin to feel then, when everyone is flowing with the give-and-receive of love and gratitude?
Back to the Full Moon, which is a monthly reminder of the balance between the Sacred Masculine and the Sacred Feminine.  The Sun in the 15th degree of Gemini highlights the symbol 'Two Dutch children talking' while the Moon in the 15th degree of Sagittarius highlights the symbol 'The Groundhog looking for its shadow'.
Let's begin with the Sun, representing the Sacred Masculine of projected light-energy.  The keyword for this degree is 'clarification' and the symbol has to do with uniting like-minded people to achieve distinct goals, enhancing positive educational outcomes.  It suggests that through peace and awareness, we can promote a culture of intelligence.  This is about connecting to the child within all of us and opening ourselves up to candid conversations, expressive play, and care for those close to us.  Through such honesty, we help others to talk and listen as well...which creates an easier flow of communication that expresses the complexities of life in profound ways.
In direct balance to that is the Moon, representing the Sacred Feminine of receptive light-energy.  The keyword for this degree is 'reassurance' and the symbol mirrors the visual effect of a lunar eclipse.  We on Earth are like the Groundhog looking for its shadow.  Groundhog is an excavator, bringing to light the wisdom of the ancients, and bringing to light new information after a period of intense growth.  The Groundhog matures in about two years...and the same can be said for us in the past two years.  In the spring and summer of 2010 we went through an intense activation of our own maturation, signaled by the Cardinal Grand Crosses of that time period (astrological aspect configurations that urged us all, with extreme activity, to discover our true identity).  Here we are, matured through those often stressful experiences, and now we are finding our full potential and full expression of our identity in the integration of our shadow.
In Jungian psychology, the shadow refers to the unconscious and those parts of us which the conscious ego (represented by the Sun in astrology) does not recognize in itself.  "Everyone carries a shadow" Jung wrote, "and the less it is embodied in the individual's conscious life, the blacker and denser it is."  And this describes the shadow when we remain ignorant of it or do not accept it as part of us.  But embracing this shadow and integrating it into the light of consciousness allows us to see the benefit it brings...it is that which Jung called 'the seat of creativity'.
The 'reassurance' that the Full Moon brings as it connects with The Great Attractor is that those repressed or forgotten aspects of our collective unconscious are coming to light, and they mirror the repressed and forgotten aspects of the Divine Feminine.  Now is the time to attract the creativity that comes from balanced integration of both aspects of ourselves.  Now is the time to recognize our shadow...not as a reservoir for human darkness that, like the Great Attractor, can't yet be seen but has a mysterious pull on us anyway...but as an integral part of our identity that receives the light of our consciousness and gives birth to our reality.  The Divine Feminine is not as mysterious as it was to our ancient ancestors.  We can now understand how we create our own reality, and that it is imperative to connect to that balance of give and receive, and empowered by the expression of love and gratitude.  And in finding and embracing our shadow with the full moon eclipse, then concentrating on what we are dreaming into reality with Neptune going retrograde...we are prepared in an accelerated way for the integration of love and light that comes the following day (June 5th) with the final pass of this Venus Transit.

Venus also represents the Divine Feminine.  She, too, is the mythic 'Great Attractor'.  Crossing the face of our Sun once again, she is showing us all how to connect to Source and how to harness the power of love and light together as one.  Is it any wonder that scientists have discovered that DNA absorbs and emits light?  And that the sacred geometry of the axial view of a DNA helix is the same as the orbit of Venus as viewed from the Earth?  We ARE connected to that Source of love and light...it's not just some New Age fluffy-bunny phrase designed to ignore our shadow selves and focus on warm-fuzzies.  It just IS what we are meant to BE.  It is the Sacred Marriage within as well as without, above as well as below.  If this time is one of accelerated intentions, for the love of our Earth please focus them in love and light.  We owe it to ourselves as a whole to make our intentions align with what will attract the best for us.
This event won't happen again in our lifetime...so now is the time.  It won't happen again for another 105 years.  And though these transits happen periodically throughout our history...this one, and all of the alignments focusing around it and during, suggests the turning of an age.  Venus and the Sun meet in the constellation of the Bull...right between the horns.  Egyptians paid close attention to this part of the sky and the sight of the crescent moon of the Spring Equinox between those horns represented the turning of an age...a new beginning of the greatest kind.  Here we are experiencing the meeting of two great lights in this area of the sky.  We might as well welcome the Age of Aquarius and allow the Age of Pisces to fall away finally by no longer clinging to it.
Now, I want to mention that the degree of the zodiac that Venus and the Sun are meeting in is the 16th of Gemini.  The Sabian Symbol is 'a woman suffragist orating'...thus bringing us right back to the ideas I was first expressing as I began this lengthy article.  The message within this degree is to ground, center, balance and stabilize to provide a foundation for personal power to emerge.  This determination, this focused intention, activates and manifests change.  In this light, we are motivating ourselves and others into positive action...and we are reclaiming the equal balance of the Sacred Marriage in every way.

Later that night (9:55pm CST on June 5th), the Moon occults Pluto in another call to embrace and integrate the shadow for our own empowerment.  First the Earth's shadow across the Moon, then Venus's shadow across the Sun, then Pluto in the shadow of the Moon.  There is no shortage of light and shadow symbolism and interplay during these next couple of days.  It's as if the cosmos is intent on getting us to see this shadow and see it in the right light for once.

On the 11th, Jupiter enters Gemini and connects with the Pleiades.  This is just one in a series of major aspects to the 7 sisters this year.  Venus met with the Pleiades in late March/early April...and the solar eclipse at the New Moon on May 20th was in the same degree as well.  The Mayans observed planetary connections to the Pleiades with great reverence.  These events always represented an end and a beginning of a 26,000 year cycle, another indication from the ancients that a turning of an age is upon us.  These connections to the 7 sisters are similar to 'reprogramming' us through multiple celestial bodies from our solar system.  And on the 11th, Jupiter (a planet of expansion and accelerated growth) begins a new cycle in conjunction with these stars.  The day after, on the 12th, a 584 Day Cycle of Venus as the evening star ends as she rises as the morning star again.

In conclusion, the celestial bodies of our solar system are aligning for an extraordinary initiation of enlightenment to our global village this summer.  Let's breathe new life into what defines the Sacred Marriage...as it's no longer about distinguishing male from female...but finding that we are all expressions of both energies.  We have to nurture equality and promote tolerance, peace, and love.  Balance, communication, creative expression, and compassion in action is what is being expressed by these energies.  Find what works for you in connecting to Source and being a part of something greater than yourself...our many avenues for the expression of this are limitless.  We are the dreamers of the dream, and we are the change the world has been wishing for.  Now let's go out and create the best possible outcome for ourselves and the world in which we live!
Love and Gratitude,
Felina Lune Kavi

Saturday, May 19, 2012

New Moon Eclipse in Gemini: Breaking Through Barriers in Communication

Tomorrow evening, there is a Solar Eclipse (6:23pm CST) and a New Moon (6:47pm CST) in the 1st degree of Gemini.  This is a very potent energy and it's effects last for the 6 months following it.  Every New Moon is a time where an old cycle ends and a new one begins, but during an eclipse this initiation becomes even more powerful.

The symbol for the first degree of Gemini is 'a glass-bottomed boat in still water reveals undersea wonders'.  Allow yourself some time tomorrow night to meditate on this symbol.  Meditation will quiet the turbulent waters (emotions) in your mind and body, and as the murky sediment (confusion) settles, the still water becomes clear and reveals a clearer view of the life within.  The glass-bottom of the boat suggests the mind's detachment (Gemini) from our emotions, so that we may see what we are meant to see with a more objective view.

But since this is an eclipse, there is an energy present that pushes us to break through barriers...and since it's in Gemini, that barrier is likely in our mind.  Consider this symbol as it relates to a television.  We can watch the world and all of its struggles and triumphs without ever leaving the safety of our homes...thus becoming detached from the world outside.  But when we delve deeper into the inter-workings of our world by choosing to become a conscious and active part of it, we can have the greatest effect.  It's no longer just a story playing out behind a screen as we go about our day-to-day lives...we become an integral part of the story and we choose to 'create our own adventure' rather than just accepting what is shown to us as if we had no power to change it.  Now is a time where a blending of the spiritual and the physical becomes paramount to achieving the emotional and mental balance we're all hoping for.  This new cycle sounds a call to the Sacred Activist within us all.

The keyword for this degree is 'curiosity', appropriately ushering us into all of the curious and communicative energy of Gemini that we've been discovering as Venus has been transiting the sign and will be even more prevalent once Jupiter moves into Gemini in June.  This eclipse initiates us into a time when we are able to reveal hidden aspects of life.  Even though Gemini energy is often content to just scratch the surface in communication, wanting to know as much as possible as fast as possible, this eclipse (as well as Venus still retrograding at a snail's pace through the sign) gives us all a chance to breathe and focus on what's underneath the surface of our view.  The unconscious/subconscious mind stores a diversity of wonders that spark our curiosity for the next 6 months, and now is the time to quiet the mind so that we may look deeper into it.

The closest aspect to this new moon is a square from Neptune in Pisces (spirituality/transcendent love).  Neptune reflects the water imagery of the symbol described at this New Moon.  Now is the time that actions are taken to observe and better understand the depth of the emotional/spiritual implications of our previous actions.  Dedication to the creative opportunities this presents is in the air as Saturn and Venus (both retrograde, and so focusing internally) are in a beneficial trine in air signs (activating the mental plane), while Pluto and Chiron are in an opportunistic sextile highlighting the healing that comes from transformation.

This is a chance to focus the spotlight of the luminaries within and find previously undiscovered truths about life, and about ourselves.  Every eclipse offers us a new perspective.  In a Solar Eclipse, the Moon occults the light of the Sun, showing only the Sun's corona.  This sight represents the brilliance of consciousness that we don't see everyday because we are blinded by the glare of everyday life.  In an annular eclipse like this one, we are able to see the outer ring of our consciousness by taking a step away from the 'core' of our lives (because, usually by this point, something in our 'core' has gone awry and we need a new perspective on life).

What's under the surface of how you've been presenting yourself lately?  When you take away everything that is superfluous, not really you, or accumulated from your environment or social upbringing...what reveals itself as the clearest path to your true aspirations in this life?  Remember that your circumstances, crises, and the stories about yourself that you've accumulated so far are not you...though they are likely representative of your previous actions.  We are meant to learn from our past only...not to take it with us for the long haul. What is important is the NOW of every moment.  The future will take care of itself, and the past is already taken care of.  In the now, we can actively create the world around us.  And this Eclipse/New Moon in Gemini suggests that co-creation and clear communication are the keys to restoring balance in our wonderfully diverse world.

Love and Gratitude,
Felina

Monday, May 14, 2012

Venus Retrograde: Relationships Redefined

Tomorrow morning, Venus in Gemini turns retrograde.  Although this happens once every 542 days, it turns retrograde in the same sign of the zodiac every 8 years.  To understand Venus Retrograde's effects more deeply and personally, think back to May and June of 2004.  How did your values and relationships to others shift during that time?  Regardless of what you may or may not remember from the last time this happened, one thing is always true about every time Venus is Retrograde...important relationships in your life are ready to be reviewed (and some may even need to be redefined or rediscovered).  Someone from your past may contact you during this transit, as Venus will likely be reconnecting you to people with whom you have unfinished business and (because she's going back through Gemini, the mercurial sign of communication) conversations that require resolution.  It's time to decide whether it's best to move on or re-invest in your relationships, but be careful not to only look at the surface of these situations.  There are things you may have missed in the recent past that will resurface as lessons and powerful insight into your own values and understanding of love.  It's best to take your time during this transit (which lasts throughout most of June) to sort through your thoughts and feelings before you make any major decisions in the areas of love and finance (as Venus rules both of these areas of relationships).
Are your relationships in line with your ideals and values?  If not, turn the bright light of investigation on yourself, first, to find out if your desires and expectations are casting others in a negative light.  It may be your own idea of love that will need to expand and mature at this time.  Any planet in retrograde will incline us to look more deeply on an inner level as that planet's energy is no longer projecting forward (and outward), but reflecting backward (and inward) at something we may not have seen or learned while it was moving along full-speed ahead.
With a lot of Gemini energy going on, it indicates that a choice is pressing to be made, and one that urges us to decide what our priorities are and what we truly value.  As Venus is so close to the fixed star of Aldeberan (integrity), this choice which is meant to transform your relationships is best decided by what will resonate with your true standards of integrity.
Just remember, whatever issues arise...don't point the finger elsewhere...the issue is internal, not external.  Everyone will have their own issues to deal with, so you might as well face the facts and look to yourself to fix whatever problem you seem to be having with others.  Passing the blame or continuously reminding others of their supposed shortcomings won't help you or them.  If they can't see (or avoid) what they need to work though with themselves, they aren't doing their part in nurturing a healthy relationship with you or others...and their wake up call will come.  But focus on yourself first...an outward focus during a retrograde period is just asking for trouble.
The degree of the retrograde (Gemini 24) is one that suggests something we thought looked like fun while seeing others do it, but collectively we lacked the knowledge and skill to get to that point of enjoyment, at least right now.  The Sabian Symbol for this degree is 'children skating on ice'.  This is a metaphor for our relationships right now, one that suggests we had tried something new that got off to a rough start because we didn't know what we were doing just yet.  Perhaps we saw it come so easily to others and didn't think we would fail at our first attempt, so we weren't properly equipped for a beginner's lesson.  Keep in mind that while, for many of us, this may be referring to relationships with others...for some it could also mean a new job, a financial investment, or some other endeavor that has been occupying our time and best efforts.
This retrograde isn't pushing us to quit...it's giving us time to re-think and relearn some lessons we may have flown past by thinking they wouldn't apply to us.  Now is the time to go back and pick up some key pieces of our consciousness.  What is it you really desire?  Are your values in line with your thoughts and actions?  You may see the lessons that others are learning or need to learn, but what about yours?
This summer, Venus will eventually swing past this degree again, and if you learned your lessons from this first rocky start...you'll surely be ready to skate alongside the more advanced ice-skaters once Venus is in forward motion again.  Don't give up on your goals, just re-evaluate them for the time being.  This inward investigation will serve you well as we approach the Venus transit across the Sun on June 5th, when all we've learned in the past 8 years from the planet of love will join again with the creative expression of the Sun to bring humanity full-circle to spread enlightened ideas of global communication.
Love and Gratitude,
Felina Lune Kavi